Don't you hate it when you wake up and realize that everything you've ever known is about to change forever? All those little things that went under the radar until now: my big sister discussing university plans, what car she'd like, how much a flat in the city would cost - and then it all comes together way to fast and you start to wonder if you missed something. It's strange, thinking that my only sibling - but also my rock and my best friend - is now about to leave me for the big, wide world. The fact that I won't see her walking the corridors of our high school, that she won't be sleeping in the room next to mine, is terrifying.
It's funny, because I know in the end, it'll be little things that I miss. The homemade pancakes on Saturday morning, the immature nobody-else-would-understand jokes, and the movie nights when we cosey up under duvets in the living room and eat Ben & Jerry's ice cream like our life depended on it.
It's not that I am oblivious to the fact that things do change, it's the fact that I'm always going to wonder: did we make the most of the time we had?
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